Nini just so you know, I feel extremely betrayed by you. I dont know how I can trust you again after this. You have played with my heart and made me believe that we were in this together. How?could you say that you'd eat the popcorn and cheesecake with me when all you did was eat the popcorn? I refuse to allow myself to let you do this to me again. I think you'd be the only one benefitting from this nonsense. You may keep get skinnier after eating all this, but I know I wont. How could I, or anyone??, (besides yourself maybe) eat their way to skinnyness? You are mad ni. Totally mad and absurd. And annoyingly skinny! I feel so enormous now I wish I could just vomit it all out. If only I had the guts to. hahaa!! Geddit geddit? If I had the guts like. . .stuff inside my gut? Loll...okay.

And just so everyone knows, I really love watching The Notebook. It makes me cry all the time. . And also feel so happy. Their 'love'story really is so lovely. And enviable. Too bad not everyone can have that kinda love. Is sad sometimes when your loved ones are in love with someone you dont love. I guess maybe you'll just have to learn to accept them then. Or if not, maybe that just means it's not meant to be. A sign perhaps? I really wonder what that means when your closest loved ones arent feeling your current beau. hahaa. Funny word. But does that really mean something!?!?!?!?!? I want to find out. Someday. Maybe.

Anyway, I miss audrey. And tiffy. And the beavers being together as the beavers. And paula. And nicole oli. And sonia pasu. And our short-lived weekly tuesday night starbucks meetings. If we start right at the start this time, we'll have about 9 meetings? Shall we try??!?!? ahaa. K. Am off to snooze now. Loves to all!

nicole oli and pau

sonn

ort

**sorry,side-track abit. doesnt my arm/armpit/face/whole-being just look so strange and weird here?? 0.0 :/ haha

ahh. . .true love:) hahaa

BFFs.

Best Friends Forever! and ever and ever and ever and everr!!!!:D:D







































These people I cannot live without. They're all the friends I ever really need. But the rest whom are not here I treasure too! But just, you know, . . . putting it out there. If I ever had to live life without them (which is kinda what Im doing now.--but is different.haha)because I know they're still around. But if I had to live life knowing that we'll never speak to each other again etc., would be a life not worth living!

*sorry, got a liiil carried away there.-->with the picture uploading:D

**and some sydney pictures are infused in there!. . like 3. So dont be surprised if you see it again~!in the near future. . .

Toodles~!