Remember awhile ago i said watching shows like The Biggest Loser makes me feel so empowered? Although i'd go for the word inspired now, since, well, i couldnt feel thaat much empowerment just sitting and watching a show..But anyway! Look at this lil cutie!

He's lost so much weight! From 154kg to 82kg. Thats 72 KILOGRAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Which is 46% weight loss, which means he practically lost HALF HIS BODY WEIGHT!! HOW GREAT IS THAT! And he's the winner of The Biggest Loser this year! I just feel so happy for him. And he's quite a looker now too! hahaa. In the words of nicole oli, i'd say he's charming. And audrey, : handsome. So he certainly is such a charming looking handsome young man!! Only 20 years old. Its like, such a great new start of life for him, since he's starting uni and everything. And he really looks so good! I always thought he had like a cute baby face in the show, and he looked so young and stuff, and because of that, he'd probably look even nicer when he lost the weight, but i didnt think he'd look that good! He has such nice big eyes, and a nice nose (though not as perfect as my daddy's. My daddy seriously has the perfect nose), smooth soft looking skin, and such a nice smile!! Such straight white teeth! He looks like a much better version of Prince William. Infact! Prince William should look like him! He'd look much more desirable. I see it now when people say he(prince william) looks abit horsey. Did you know apparently he's about to be engaged with that kate lady?

Anyways! Its time to get My life in control. Since the approach of winter is imminent and the days are rainy, wet, cold and bleak. Abit of how i imagine london or some part of britain to be, i've been packing on the pounds! So! I have decided, that since i am nothing close to being a sporty person, since i hate balls. Especially throwing balls! And i cant catch balls for nuts. I probably cant even catch nuts. I only like badminton. But its impossible to play badminton here since its constantly windy, sOOOOOOO i'm joining ballet again! Since i did it since i was about 3 or 4 all the way till i was 12, then did modern dance and tap etc after that, and i enjoy it. . . . its the perfect and most obvious thing for me to do to get some movement and excercise out of me and into my life! And im going to start walking home from school as well! Its a fantastic 40 minute walk uphill! And eat less for dinner! Like, just have soup! Or something. Woohoo! I feel so liberated just talking about it right now!

Only thing is, i used to do Royal Academy of Dance ballet, but theres no ballet school offering that anywhere near where im staying...and the next best thing is Cechetti ballet. I've never done that before. Clearly. But my friend has! And she says its good. And i've googled it and everything.hurhur. It seems preeeetty alright. So i'm giving it a go this monday. This monday! Im quite so nervous. Because when i called up, the lady said people my age are doing the advanced classes, so i could try that, but at the grade of ballet which i stopped and should continue from, i could try doing the elementary classes also, which i dont mind, but its with 13-14 year olds. Though i guess its not thaat bad since im not tall or anything so i wont look superly old. The advanced classes are on Monday 7.30 and Wednesday 4.30, and the elementary is Tuesday 4.15 and Wednesday 6.30. But then! due to my ever so busy schedule.....................-_- i have after school maths on tuesdays which are compulsary till 4.30 and since i have to take the late bus and everything i'll never make it back in time since i reach home at 6+. And i cant try out the elementay classes on wednesdays as well cause i have vet till 10.30!! . . . soo, that leaves me with monday advanced classes. But what if im not advanced enough!? What if everyones skinnier and flexible and more stamina than me. I tried doing sotes that day and i was out of breath. . .so quickly! I cant remember how many i did, it wasnt that little, but not that many either! Oh dear. I guess i'll just be brave and see how it goes on monday anyway. Oh damn! I'll miss the start of desperate housewives as well! sigh. The perils of being fit. hahaha. Kidding. Its not thaat devastating to me about missing the show. Hopefully i can be the size of Eva Longaria in time to come! Muaha!