You may not know this, but im getting over you.
Yes, slowly but surely i am. I realised that im always putting myself through the same thing. The same situation and scenarios time after time, over and over again. The only thing which isnt the same, is the face of the boy. Why do i do this? I dont know. Maybe its because i just keep thinking it can be different this time. And you, you, or you, will be that special someone who really is special!,and who changes it and makes it turn out different. But no, you cant! Cause you're the same as the rest. And how can i expect different results when im doing the same thing right? I've gotten over the anger, jealousy, bitchy thoughts..(was it jealousy?I think its something else..i just cant quite put my finger on what it is yet though.But im not just saying this! Im Pretty sure it wasnt jealousy..., like jealousy) Well anyway, i've gotten over that because, somewhere in my head of heads, i knew this was gona happen! And thats why i wished you, and boys to come, and who came and went, wouldnt say things which i know you/they dont mean. I mean, i'd rather you have done that something 'wrong' with you not have said before that you wouldnt do it, rather than you have said that you wouldnt do that something, and then do it in the end! Furthermore when i told you not to say that you wouldnt do it! Its just...whether or not you 'promised' something to me, i know that you'd do something that would go against it. And even though i knew it was gona happen, Because you promised you wouldn't, somewhere in me..i guess i feel.. dissapointment?Disappointed? Let down? Hmm...Oh well. I guess now i can safely say im over boys. For now. And im not even saying that in hopes that the 'new different' type of boys will emerge. Im just over it for now.
But to all my normal,neutral guy friends...Hello! Its been lovely having you all around, you can stay please:) hahaa.
So yes...you may not know it, but im getting over You.

So long~!